Nobody knows
The secrets that I hold
When I'm alone
My demon's outta control
Baby, I'm so low
The drugs don't work no more
They won't let me go
Got me in a chokehold

I think I'm haunted
Ain't that what you wanted?
If I'm being honest
Maybe I'm just sick in the head
My thoughts are ugly
Every time you touch me
Know you wanna love me
But baby, don't go holding your breath

I'm only happy when my eyes are closed
It's scary where my mind goes
I've got a side that you don't wanna know
This sadness is a tightrope

Drugs intact and I'm losing my breath
Put the drugs in the back to avenge my death
Stuck in depression
I need a confession
Now, where is the reverend?
The high isn't setting
Suicidal thoughts, at war in my brain
So many sins, how can I be saved?
While burying bodies stuck under the rain

Thought that you loved me, but you never cared
You damaged my soul, now it's needing repairs
Cut me, I'm bleeding, your love is deceiving
So fuck all these feelings, I'm cutting your breathing

Mind full of trauma, torn from the past
Changing realities, never look back
One more hit, it could make me relapse
Chokehold, I got your life in my grasp

I think I'm haunted
Ain't that what you wanted?
If I'm being honest
Maybe I'm just sick in the head
My thoughts are ugly
Every time you touch me
Know you wanna love me
But baby, don't go holding your breath

I'm only happy when my eyes are closed
It's scary where my mind goes
I've got a side that you don't wanna know
This sadness is a tightrope
Nobody knows
The secrets that I hold
When I'm alone
My demon's outta control
Baby, I'm so low
The drugs don't work no more
They won't let me go
Got me in a chokehold

The secrets that I hold
Demon's outta control
Baby, I'm so low
The drugs don't work no more