There are nights when it is hard to fall asleep,
The only way to block my thoughts
is the thought of popping down pills
Or being beaten onto ground
You want to tear every hair off your head
Punch holes into every fucking wall,
until you crush every bone in each of your hands
To the point where its hard to stand, or hard to breathe, screaming
fuck you until the blood from your throat splatters on the wall
I don't think ill let it go this time
You left me hanging to dry,
I don't care if it's a sad goodbye
When I leave a place inside my head,
I like to know I'm leaving it and why.