Red Ink Attack

Searching for mistaken answers
In truth I created
As the timeline stretches further
Forget what's appreciated
All I see is red on everybody's face
Is it any wonder nowadays to my disgrace?
All I feel is red running from my veins
You're making my heart bleed
You are driving me insane
You're taking away my ability to stand and come forth
You're making me forget what I strive for
All I saw was red everywhere I turned
All I see is red
I guess I'll never learn