Screaming for purpose
Was caught in the circus while behind the curtains, I coughed it all up
Laughing while nervous and smiling
To service the sharpness of breath, I was forced to disrupt

I made it look easy
Yeah, inside I was screaming
Yeah

Fuck it, I'ma drink through all this
Numb it till I don't feel nothing
I don't wanna feed on anything other than my new health
Killing all the hate inside me
I don't wanna know their cruelty
Take a deep breath and by the time it comes around is well

I make it look easy
Yeah, while inside I'm screaming
Yeah

So, I'ma put one foot right in front of the other
Fuck it up and recover
Fortune favors the brave
I make it look easy, ooh

When I focus on one thing, hearing all comes crashing
To keep my lives from doubling down, oh
When I focus on one thing, hearing all comes rushing
To keep me all from crumbling down, yeah

I make it look easy
Yeah, while outside I'm screaming
Yeah

So, I'ma put one foot right in front of the other
Fuck it up and recover
Fortune favors the brave
I make it look easy, ooh
Fuck it, I'ma drink all this
I make it look easy