If I could only see
Into the future
I wonder if I'd still be
A self-made loser
Some say that life's not fair
I'm still not certain
Ask me if you're still there
Holding on to me when I'm forty-three

Am I anywhere
I must be somewhere
Invest my life with dividends
Cashing out my friends
Hold your breath tomorrow
Here comes the end

Still chewing on the bones
Of yesterday's headlines
Undressed and on the phone
I'm watching Dateline
It seems with deeper joy
Comes deeper sorrow
The purging of the boy
Still inside of me, tell me can you see

Am I anywhere
I must be somewhere
Invest my life with dividends
Cashing out my friends
Hold your breath tomorrow
Here comes the end