So long, so long
I'm tryna reach out to you because
I'm giving myself arrhythmia
Dead lights, cold blood
I'm getting me close to giving up
I don't know if I trust my gut

My heart is competing, losing the color in my face
My feet are both running, I go so far to stay in place
I'm leading, retreating, my internal debate
I think I thought I needed to escape

What if I pack my bags and left myself here
What if the music never sounds the same
When I close my eyes I'm screaming
For a sign of something close to me to say
I hope you stay

Settle down, grow up
Life becomes transactional
Everyone calls it rational

My heart is competing, losing the color in my face
My feet are both running, I go so far to stay in place
I'm leading, retreating, my internal debate
I think I thought I needed to escape

What if I pack my bags and left myself here
What if the music never sounds the same
When I close my eyes I'm screaming
For a sign of something close to me to say
I hope you stay

What if I pack my bags and left myself here
What if the music never sounds the same
When I close my eyes I'm screaming
For a sign of something close to me to say
I hope you stay