Inner conflict rising
On a self-destructive path again
Anger consuming, I'm fucking abusing
I'll never see the light again
I'm dead again, I'm dead again

A shot to kill the pain
A drink to drown the shame
No matter what I do, it always hurts the same
At the receiving end, of my mistakes revenge
My life will never be, never be the same again

Rock bottom is my home
I can always find my way alone
I feel disgusting, but I keep on pushing
I'll never see light again
I'm dead again, I'm dead again

A shot to kill the pain
A drink to drown the shame
No matter what I do, it always hurts the same
At the receiving end, of my mistakes revenge
My life will never be, never be the same again

I'm dead again

A shot to kill the pain
A drink to drown the shame
No matter what I do, it always hurts the same
At the receiving end, of my mistakes revenge
My life will never be, never be the same again