The older I get
The less I want to be around
I'd do it myself
But I don't want to be found like that
I thought you were forever
Why did you have to die?
I'll see you on the other side

All things considered, I should be fine
This is the worst I've felt in my entire life
I am sick of the sight of my own blood
At war with myself again

The only reason I'm not dead
Because I don't know what comes next
Heaven only feels so far
Because of the weight on my fucking chest

The cut bleeds
The wounds heal
The day I lost my mind
This feels worse than dying
Worse than death

The scar
Is eternal
I watched you die
I watched you die
Fuck
I watched you die