I am seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold
I cannot believe how much I've changed since the days of old
I know it's temporary but I need to focus straight
I cannot believe I lost control of my fate

I need forgiveness from the people I truely care about
I need support behind my back to help me spit it out I am gonna win
I can't afford to blow this one

I hate myself sometimes
I love myself
I need this way of life because it holds me
If contradictions the way of life, happiness is wealthyness is healthy

Now I've made it through those lies and deceit
I think whats done is done and I can't complain anymore I am sure
Now that I've found myself again it feels great
I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate

I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about
I need support behind my back to help me spit it out
I am gonna win
I can't afford to blow this one

I hate myself sometimes
I love myself
I need this way of life because it holds me

I hate myself sometimes
I love myself
I need this way of life because it holds me
If contradictions the way of life
Happiness is wealthyness is healthy (4x)