it's so hard
to fall in love
knowing all i know
seeing all the things i see
maybe i should crawl away for awhile
maybe i shouldn't have smiled so much
who's the one with the killing secret
stupid little boy with the killing touch

count the times
she looks away
thinking it over and over
every word we have to say
now i know what i wanted
another chance to reach too high
nothing lasts forever and ever
i'm just next in a long long line