I woke up at 9: 30
Thinking I had already missed
The daylight
But it won't be here for
Another two hours

It doesn't matter
I'll probably sleep through it anyway
I drift through my days like a zombie
Looking for reflections of her
In the grayness of it all

The daylight only lasts for
A couple of hours
So I haven't seen any colors
For a couple of weeks

It doesn't matter
I've always been into bleakness
Even my dreams are in black and white

But maybe that is just because so are
The photos of her
The last evidence that she
Happiness really did exist