I miss you my friend

Fact is, it's still heavy on my heart
And I don't even know where to start
First my mama, that was my national treasure
Then a year later, y'all buried together
Me and Jerry on the contrary, it's kinda hard
For us to walk through that Inglewood cemetery
I wanna visit, but I can't do it (can't do it)
Troubled times, we gon' get through it (get through it)
I break down every other week
I seen your son, Baby Bing, and I got weak
But I couldn't and wouldn't want you to feel that
Smiling on the outside, hurting on the inside
Six months later, my favorite cousin Joe Cool died
Now I gotta do the Olympics, trying to tunnel my vision
Mama hug him and kiss him and tell him I miss him (I can't lose him, man)

Feels like now I lose when I win
Cause I'm used to you being here
Cheering me on when I lived in fear (yeah)
They say I love when I speak through spirit
Guess it's hard for me to hear it
Cause I need you more than ever and you're not here

I miss my friend, I miss my friend
I miss my friend, I miss my friend
I miss my friend, I miss my friend
I miss my friend, I miss my friend
I miss my friend, I miss my friend

I love 'em all, people, like I'm going away
If you know love like I do
Know you're missing more when it's taking away (oh)
Never should you take your loved ones here for granted
God don't tell you when He's taking them off this planet
Oh my God, if I could make a clone of you I'd do it now
But these humans cannot tell me how I lose

Feels like now I lose when I win
Cause I'm used to you being here
Cheering me on when I lived in fear (yeah)
They say I love when I speak through spirit
Guess it's hard for me to hear it
Cause I need you more than ever and you're not here

I miss my friend, I miss my friend
I miss my friend, I miss my friend
I miss my friend, I miss my friend
I miss my friend, I miss my friend
I miss my friend, I miss my friend

Yeah, I'm just tryna be the best version of myself, you know
Yeah, I'm just tryna be the best version of myself
Look, I just want God to [?]
I know that God look at us, so [?]
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God see everything
God see everything