going insane
The television screen is the retina of the minds eye,
therefore the television screen is part of the visible structure of the brain
therefore what ever appears on the television screen, emerges as raw experience...

Therefore television is reality.
Therefore television is reality.
Television is reality, and reality is less than television.

...get professional help...

...your reality is already half video hallucination. If you're not careful, it will become total hallucination.