You'll always tell me not to crawl before I walk
But listening was something I was good at
You break me down, pin my back against the wall
Now I just feel like theres no turning back

First you love me, then you hate me
Then u hurt me, and I shatter like broken glass
Hurt me, then you love me, then you break me
And do dont think ill get past this

Sometimes I feel like I cant go on
But I guess its just something I address
Theres not enough of liquid alcohol
To make me feel like im not a mess