Shame, disease
Trouble, unease
They're sowing and they'll reap
What if I'm the one to blame?

I tortured them
A thousand ways
Inside my mind and dreams
Am I falling into decay?

Do I have to face the pain
To either kill or become prey
I can not pick my own shade of gray

I tried to come
To terms with this
Violence they breathe
I too have my share of sins

I know I tried my best
To forget about the past
To forgive the harm I know they spread

Something's gone wrong
Fallen alone
Fate will secure
The debt is paid

I wish them well
When I say farewell
Life makes sure
I won't crave revenge