Living life with my hands on the bottle
Sun's up, but the party's not over yet
Take another shot, full throttle
Black out until I can't remember it

Thought I was bullet proof
But all along, the target was you

I know the fear of letting go has wounded everyone I love
And I don't know why I'm still holding on
It's clear to me that I'm the one with the smoking gun

I dance through the night with my demons
And sing to the soundtrack of giving in
Hide in the glare of the moonlight
I drink until I'm numb, but I'm not numb yet

I see I'm not okay
But I don't know if I welcome this change

I know the fear of letting go has wounded everyone I love
And I don't know why I'm still holding on
It's clear to me that I'm the one with the smoking gun

Ooh-oh
Ooh-oh
Ooh-oh, ooh-oh
Reconnect back to when I used to feel
I wanna feel again, I'm falling to my knees
Reconnect back to when I used to feel
I wanna feel again, feel again

Save me!
Save me!

I know the fear of letting go has wounded everyone I love
And I don't know why I'm still holding on
It's clear to me that I'm the one with the smoking gun