I was going to write you a letter
When I turned the page, I'd have the courage, yeah
And it's tough to let go even after
All of this time, you are the reason why

I'm fucked up
Was drugged up
I lucked out 'cause I believed in all those lies
That you loved me
You never loved me
I don't know how to accept

That what you did still colours me black
And it's got me like
Mhm mhm feels so mhm mhm
Made this void now you don't look back
And it's got me like
Mhm mhm feels so
Mhm mhm that's what you did

That's what you did

That what you did still colours me black
And it's got me like
Mhm feels so
Made this void now you don't look back
Oh that's what you did

And I still see you smiling
When you said to me, don't be a cry baby
And I've been told that you've moved on
Even though, I still feel the echoes

I'm fucked up
And I can't love
Myself now, I live like I own these lies
That I'm not enough
Though you're not enough
I just want to shout it out

That what you did still colours me black
(Ohh you colour me black)
And it's got me like
Mhm mhm feels so mhm mhm
Made this void now you don't look back
(Don't look back, don't look back)
And it's got me like
Mhm mhm feels so mhm
That's what you did

That's what you did
That's what you did