My Only Question

Is this another test I've Failed?
I only want to make this right.
It's you I've come to rely on.
I'm more than just another Shoulder to cry on.
Yet I can feel us moving apart.
The separation of another lonely night.
Intertwined with memories of Passion.
Now what's the worst that can happen.

What can I find inside me?
How do I get within myself?
To share these feelings that you cannot find with anybody else.
How do you feel when I'm not there.
What do I do to drag you down?
My only Question, do you care if I am Here or Not around?

You're so aware of the apparent love at hand.
Yet your soul won't seem to follow.
We're slipping through the hands of fate.
Make up your mind before it's too late.
I'm on a quest in a search for answers.
Perhaps the ones that now escape us.
When will you look into my eyes.
Or must I leave to make you realize?