I should be doing better
You've made that really clear
I'm just so sad
It comes off as insincere
And I don't think it matters, matters to you
There's always something more that I could do

It doesn't even matter
'Cause I don't wanna go
To college or to Heaven or to anywhere alone
Nothing really matters from my point of view
Sitting here and watching it unfold with you
You

I'm really doing better
And that's a crazy thing
I really thought that by this time this year I'd be deceased
I'm trying really hard to figure it out
But everything's just crumbling, crumbling down

It doesn't fucking matter
If I don't wanna go
To college or to Heaven or to anywhere alone
Nothing really matters from my point of view
Sitting here and watching it all burn with you
On the goddamn news with you