I see the headlights coming, they're coming after me

One million minutes left
Our memories, our plans
I know they'll never be the same

I see the headlights coming, they're coming after me
I see them more and more at every single day
I wish I could just step away

Now it's time to take this to you
I just hope I'll make it through
No matter what they say I can not feel free

I see myself back with regrets
This letter in my hands so trembling
A tear falling onto the diagnosis

How I wish they could find a cure to my selfishness
(An answer to all of this mess)
How I wish to get back the sand that's falling out the hourglass
But it just keeps slipping through my hands

Well fuck this curse I'm
Not going anywhere
These two fucking years
Won't find me anywhere but here

Now it's time to take this to you
I just hope I'll make it through
No matter what they say I can not feel free
Now it's time to take this to you
Don't know what I'll do, what I'll do
We'll wait and see yeah, see what there is left for me