Trying hard not to flee
Just to be the best that I can be
But guilt, she wears me like a skin
Wearing strangers clothes
I tried to hide
A portrait of my fallen pride
Yo keep you out and keep my feelings in
Loneliness belongs to me
And being blind is how I see
How I wish that you could see this too

I love my life
But I loved it more when you were standing right by my side
I can't take much more tonight

And I am always running scared
The things you said I never heard
You soared the highs while I lurched down below
You showed me faith and held my hand
This I couldn't understand
Had to force you out, make you go

I love my life
But I loved it more when you were standing right by my side
I can't take much more tonight
I love my life
Everything that I did was so wrong but it felt so right
In the drawing of the night

Hush now baby don't you cry
Your still the only reason why
I dream the dream and love my life again