i don't want to have to build this
i don't want to have to fit in
i don't want to have to need someone
but i do..

i don't want to have to attrect boys
i don't want to have to be luse
i don't want to have to eat to fill the hole
but i do..

but it's better than nothing at all
but it's better than nothing at all

i don't want to have to be angry at you
i don't want to have to blame it on my father
i don't want to have feel sick around you
but i do..

i don't want to ever fall in love
i don't want to feel so insecure
i don't want to have to write this to explain
still i do
this feels better than nothing at all...