Lost another perfect day
I know I′ll never feel the same
This mental poison in my veins
Feels like I'm insane

Where did everything go wrong
Can we put my life on pause
Master of self-sabotage
Screaming but the pain goes on and on

I love it when you hate it
Why am I so complicated?
Your feeling ten for ten
I′m just stuck here feeling dead I love it

When you hate it
Why am I so complicated?
It was a lose lose from the start
Stitch by stitch, I'm ripped apart

Another day, another breakdown
My bank account got me stressed out
I'm not okay, my car just broke down
Why can′t shit ever just work out?

I lost the person I used to be
I′m a walking catastrophe
Got me begging on my knees
Somebody (just fucking kill me)

Where did everything go wrong?
Can we put my life on pause?
Master of self-sabotage
Screaming but the pain goes on and on

I love it when you hate it
Why am I so complicated?
Your feeling ten for ten
I'm just stuck here feeling dead I love it

When you hate it
Why am I so complicated?
It was a lose, lose from the start
Stitch by stitch, I′m ripped apart