When somebody asks how I am
I tell a lie 9 times out of 10
Cause they always leave like the wind
If I tell the truth, if let them in

How’d it get so hard
To keep going, going
When I’ve come so far
Tell me how’d it get so fucking dark?

Every night
Staring at the ceiling, I’m wondering why
All my life
The mountains get steeper the higher I climb
I’m back at the bottom I can’t see the light
I pray to who’s listening that someday I find
The other side
Other side

They say good things come with a price
I'm not sure the weights worth what I’ve sacrificed
I can’t tell what’s wrong from what’s right
Holding on to a dream or letting it die

How’d it get so hard
To keep going, going
When I’ve come so far
Feels like I’m broken

Every night
Staring at the ceiling, I’m wondering why
All my life
The mountains get steeper the higher I climb
I’m back at the bottom I can’t see the light
I Pray to who’s listening that someday I find
The other side
Other side

I’m fine, fine, fine
It’s all in my head, it’s all in my head
I said I’m fine, fine, fine
It’s all in my head, it’s all in my head
Until

Until
Til somebody asks how I am

And I have to lie
Again and again

Every night
Staring at the ceiling, I’m wondering why
All my life
The mountains get steeper the higher I climb
I’m back at the bottom I can’t see the light
I pray to who’s listening that someday I find
The other side
Other side

I just wanna know it’s gonna get better
It has to get better
I have to get better!