Diagnosis has been verified...

Patient is not certifiably sane.
...Starting recreation process...

Softly
All of what you have ever been through
Will be erased by languidness
Why should someone hesitate
To give all his mind for salvation
They will refuse
To get a picture of my woes
Healthy but braindead I shall rest forever...
Would rather die
Then paying for
All the things I've never done
In the end there must be a way

Abrupt
All of what you have been aware of
Will come back to you as your distress
Why should someone hesitate
To give all his mind for sedation
When
All of what you have ever been through
Will be erased by languidness
Why should someone hesitate
To give all his mind for salvation
I'm getting weak
All the militancy is gone
Lust for convenience is absorbing me
I'm getting tired
Of what I
Have ever been
I'll live my life in vain
And turn away
Of all my odds