Hello, table
We meet again
I'm ashamed, but it's okay, I got a friend
Guess we'll split it, take a half
Tell ourselves that we're gonna stop and then we laugh

I got blood in my nose, I got tears in my eyes
Tell me it makes me alive, trying to quit so many times
But I love you, I need you
But I hate you
Even when I say that I'm gonna walk away, yeah
I come back 'cause I need to
I don’t want to
Yeah, always say that I'm gonna walk away, but here I am again

Here I am again

Where did my feelings go
Lie to myself, I don't know
Why am I so alone?
Why am I so alone?
I'm in love with the high, but when I come down I die
Saying you miss me a lot
Oh, but that's just a lie

I can't put a finger on it, there's no reason that I do it
Maybe it's just 'cause I'm not that confident
But I love you, I need you
But I hate you
Even when I say that I'm gonna walk away, yeah
I come back 'cause I need to
I don't want to
Yeah, always say that I'm gonna walk away, but here I am again, yeah

Here I am again

I love you
I need you
But I hate you