Reasons, i can't find the reasons
To why on earth i act this way
I can't relate to anybody
Fearing, i lower defense again
Running through my fingers
I just hold my breath and count to ten
Have i really got control of myself?
Have i really got control of myself?

Chorus:
I'm so afraid of you. wow
I don't know what i'm doing
I'm totally infatuated with you
It's gonna end in ruin

So what's the meaning of what i'm revealing
To you and you alone i lay
The burdens of my heart, i say are bleeding
Can't you remember them?
Move across to touch my hand
Controller of my soul again
Have i really got control of myself?
Got to really get control of myself?

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