Recognise all fears
That hit me to the ground
Every time I wanted to lift up
This was all a begging for
A withered blame
That had to outlive through me

Forever drained in grey colours
And every day looks the same

As I tried to rip myself out of this mire

It all came back to me
As like it had never been gone away
I am not like them
But in all we're all the same
The pattern returns
As I stare into their pale eyes

They mirror my fears
I am falling
It's the first time I feel real