Darlin' when I'm without you

Never thought you'd leave 'til you left me
I hate the tears on my bedsheets
I hope she breaks your heart casually

Breathe you in and let you go
Try to speak, I know I'll choke
This is how it always goes

Darlin' when I'm without you
Hard to sleep, I'm without you
You know you made me hate my youth
Darlin' now I'm without you

Fuck you for tellin' your friends I'm crazy
We both know you're just scared to really date me
You were always lookin' for reasons to hate me (Hate me)

Breathe you in and let you go
Try to speak, I know I'll choke
This is how it always goes

Darlin' when I'm without you
Hard to sleep, I'm without you
You know you made me hate my youth
Darlin' now I'm without you

I watch you put your lips on hers
Your butterflies, they were mine first
I swear you like to watch me hurt

Darlin' when I'm without you
Hard to sleep, I'm without you
You know you made me hate my youth
Darlin' now I'm without you