Hankering - is gripping way too tight
My body heat - 113 fahrenheit
Infuckinsanity -
Tries to drag my mind in fight
Refuckinality -
On point of vanishing from sight

A raging thirst -
I cannot slake it in my plight
My blood disperses -
I'm acidifying inside!

I disobey the call of receptivity -
My body punishes hard - my disloyalty!

I can't resist no more - free falling me…

(background choir)
Ah - close to eternity -
Yeah - today i'm alive!

Feeling eternity so close
Could be my last decisive dose
Hearing my curtain call
Today i'm alive

Hate intends my will
To give in to temptation
To stop my fall - supply myself
With fleeting levitation!

I disobey the call of receptivity -
My body punnishes hard - my disloyalty!

I can't resist no more - free falling me…

Feeling eternity so close
Could be my last decisive dose
Hearing my curtain call
Today i'm alive

Don't wanna take my final dose -
My body feels like comatose
I will at last metamorphose
My eternal rest so close!

Hate!
My fucked up hate!

I can't resist no more - free falling…

Feeling eternity so close
Could be my last decisive dose
Hearing my curtain call
Today i'm alive