Longing left to much to the mind
Leaving out what’s right
So I took it on the side
And couldn’t reign in this desire
Need to feel the weight
Now I’m nothing all the time
How bad does it seem?

You don’t have to be honest
The thought that maybe once was nice
But twice would be divine
Is what started my decline

And I just wanted to reconcile
The past that got me off
With the present I’m just dying in
How bad does it seem?
You don’t have to be honest