wasted my youth

For the sleepless nights I had
For everytime I drove myself far
Away trying to escape
Away from you
From when we started
Losing control when I speak
Losing faith in another drink
This glass will be the last
Of a thousand more
Yet to come
Your picture is on my wall
Staring at me like you were there
Waiting for my fall
A reason to make you feel ok
No matter what I say
Wasted my youth on you
Wasted my years with you
And I can't understand
I wish that this could be
The last day for me
what do you expect me to feel anything at all?
Time heals and then time kills,anything at all
Please don't tell me you feel sorry
And don't pretend nothing more
Wasted and used that's how I feel
Just can't believe you anymore