I guess I got you all wrong
Locked me out with the stress
I felt the cold stuck trying to figure out how I got in this mess

The words felt so coarse
But a picture paints a thousand more
I'd rather slip through the cracks
Than feel the pain that you bore

You spent so much of your time filling my name with mud
The look on your face spoke more words than you ever could

You spoke more words than you ever should

The anger builds inside of me
This shroud of hatred makes it hard for me to see
It's too hard
It's too hard to breathe

I fell too far
I watched my world be destroyed
You lost sight of the truth so let your existence fade through your 'sanctified' void

I don't remember how low it felt
But I know I couldn't feel much more
I can't keep fearing the worst
But I was born into a world I never asked for

And I danced with the devil
But my sins ripped through me like knives
It's hard to breathe when my conscience craves a different life