Want to be something

I can think, I can't recollect
When you chose to refuse and have no regret
What keeps me coming back
To the state of withdrawl in the city of sequester
I can think, I can't recollect
How can you light a fuse when the fire forgets
What makes me turn my back
To the offer on the table in a room of investors

What killed the will to be the one of some
That became something
Why shoot to kill to get what everyone
Tells you is something