I forced myself to go alone
Because the clues had told me
my mind ain't what it was before
I feel it's passing thru me

I threw my head onto the floor
I felt so small

Hanging around like seats in a bus
Just being there waiting for it to turn
Normality for me is what show to watch
There's so many things that I will never learn

I can try,
and I can lie
But I can't change my feelings