I changed my mind, and [?]

I'm never happy with myself
I got demons on my self
[?]
I take over for my health
I got liquor that might help
For my money, fuck you up
She's my heaven, but she leave me
In the end, I'll be in Hell

Fuck you, fuck that

Cut my wrist again
Fuck my bitch again
Just another fuckin' day that I'm not happy with
Suicidal wish
My heart is [?]
I hate myself, I hate my friends, I didn't come to this

Changed my mind

You're a fuck on my anxiety
I'm not even reality
I hate the society
I think I'm a tragedy
I feel like I'm floating in this heart, I fucking see
My head kinda heavy and cold and it's hard to breathe

I think this is goodbye