I don'k know
If I'm not up for love
Or if I
Can't let myself be loved

My friends and I
We no longer walk
The same ways
Sometimes that's enough

Why do I have to go down so deep?
I was born with a burning death wish
For all this hatred is mine to drink
I will bite to let it devour me

(The cat inside the box
Are we alive or dead?)

Vilify me
It's easier on yourself
Take your promises
To anybody else

All these filthy secrets
Swirling on and on
In this life
We are all alone

Why do I have to go down so deep?
I was born with a burning death wish
For all this hatred is mine to keep
I will bite to let it devour me

Why do I have to be down so deep?
I was born with this stupid death wish
For all this hatred is mine to drink
I will bite to let it devour me