We lay face down in pale solitude
To save face, we pulled our walls in front of you
To the same place where we danced in front of you
We fell from grace
And watched the hope fall from your face

[Chorus]
This isn't me, I used to say
And all the love was so gone
And it feels good to be alive?
And I've been dead for so long

And all those broken promises I can't face
Afraid if someone notices I lose my place
Fractured, broken, paralyzed
I need some space
To tear me open, analyze

[Chorus]
This isn't me, I used to say
And all the love was so gone
And it feels good to be alive?
And I've been dead for so long

Wake up screaming
I'm awake and dreaming
And I won't stop breathing
Until my heart stops beating

This isn't me, I used to say
And all the love was so gone
And all the love was so gone

It feels good to be alive?
I've been dead for so long