Let down, I'm constantly
Years count, so why am I distant now?
And the lies that you tied around my neck had me held down
And I'll waste with the earth
So why find the fear to say: I'll hold you against me
Like a hole in my chest, where regret and disappointment lay
Like my father would teach me if he hadn't cowered away

My hands, they're weak
The earth stains me as I dig through the dirt
My soul, I bury deep, into the ground where you left me
Just to feel you, it kills me, so I hold you against me

I found the letter that night
You wrote it back to me
I can't breathe, I can't breathe
In this house with you here
Dear if you're reading this
It's killing me

I found the letter that night:
I wrote it in my sleep
I can't breathe, I can't breathe
In this house with you here
Dear if you're reading this
It's you and it kills me

Just to feel you, it kills me
Just to feel you, it kills me
Just to feel you, it kills me