Feeling afraid of falling down a second past
I need you to say you know that it's just in my head
What would I do?
The feelings seem so consequential

I know you don't mean it
And I know myself

Oh, it's strange you feel this way
Older, I'm bipolar
And the weather's getting colder

Reading the news, you know I just can't grasp it
Try not to lose it and use it like I used my meds
Craving the day where I don't have to feel like this

I know you don't mean it
And I know myself

Oh, it's strange you feel this way
You're older I'm not sober
And the weather's getting colder

Need you to stay, you make me better
Easy to say, but I'll write you a letter
I'll write you a letter

Feeling kind of free
I know you know me
But then I know myself

Oh, it's strange you feel this way
You're older I'm not sober
And the weather's getting colder

Need you to stay, you make me better
Easy to say, but I'll write you a letter
I'll write you a letter