Guilt trip left in a voicemail
Erase or ignore still?
Or play it back all the time?
I'm not pulling my weight, yeah, as a brother
That gets more true with time

Please recognize that I'm terrified
I'm mortified
I'm up all night
Please recognize that I'm terrified
I'm mortified
I'm up all night

Choking when it starts to get heavy
I can’t bear the utter weight of it
It crushes all
There’s safety in my sole neglect
Tear apart the family, wipe my hands of it
And I'm sorry for

This is impossible
I'm not alright
Losing my head
My phone is dead again, stuck in my bed
Turn out the lights
I can be with you in spirit

Please recognize that I'm terrified
I'm mortified
I'm up all night
Please recognize that I'm terrified
I'm mortified
I'm up all night

Choking when it starts to get heavy
I can’t bear the utter weight of it
It crushes all
There’s safety in my sole neglect
Tear apart the family, wipe my hands of it
And I'm sorry for

Motivation has been not so hot, I am worthless
It’s been way past overdue
And you’re locked in, I can feel it
I am nothing without you
I fall under, I fall under
I fall under without you
I fall under, I fall under
I fall under without you