My life is not worth living any longer
I don't have the strength for suffering anymore

A simple step yet so difficult
Just one shot and the light expires
No pain, a quick end
Or is this vision a deception?

It's time to give up my belief
It's time to escape into eternal peace

At the threshold of death I sense no fear
I fly above the reality
A warm light surrounds me
But a voice whispers to me
Why did you give up your faith?
Why did you flee your obligations?
You've destroyed your precious life
Your destiny will now be eternal damnation

I looked for release / You were not ripe enough for it
I looked for the truth / You will never learn it
What will happen to me now? / You will never find peace

It's my destiny to endlessly suffer, my decision
My fatal escape