I try and catch myself from crying but the tears are dead. I can cry on your command.
I can scream making my lungs bleed.
I can stare at a broken reflection seeing you laughing at me. I pretend so that I can kill you.
pieces of my heart cut me like suicide.
I crave her touch. I crave her kiss.
I wish I fell in love and never wakened from it's slumber. I wish I fell in love.